God Bless AMerica

Cause I really love 4 day weekends, 5 actually. I"m leaving for MA tomorrow AM. I took tomorrow off. The thought of spending another long weekend bored. Sitting out on the pier at the club listening to music I don't like and hear ALL THE TIME. With my book. All of this was simply unbearable for me.

I do have a doctors appointment on Monday morning at 10am. So I will be returning to NY on Sunday evening. I wanted to try and reschedule my appt to friday AM then head to MA until tuesday, but pete claims that he will not survive that long with me gone. I beleive it would be a combination of starving to death, alcohol poisoning and depression that would eventually do him in. And really, how in good concience can I let him have a free for all 4 day weekend? My job as wife it to ensure that he keeps in line. or at the very least to nag and complain on a regular basis. I would be doing an injustice to my babies if i didn't.

I'm pretty sure i've felt the babies moving twice now. The first time i wasn't sure, although i thought that was what i was feeling, i had to accept that it could have just been gas gurgling around. When I felt the SAME thing again last night I concluded that it is in fact them. And it's amazing.

I find that as my doctors appointments get closer and closer I get more and more nervous. Scared that something will be wrong. That we have lost one of our precious babies. The stress and anxiety increases daily until i get to the doctors about to bust. I cannot WAIT to see their little heartbeats. Strong. and See them dancing around and beating each other up.

I finally bought them their first thing. They are called snuggle sacks. They are made of the same material as uggs. Natural in color, suede like outside and sherpa lining inside. The fit into the carseats and have an opening in the back for that purpose. You plop them into this when going out rather than struggling with coats etc. They were on sale. I did want to get them for like a month. I waited. Finally i caved and got them and I DO NOT regret it.

I really cannot wait until we know for certain if they are girls or boys. I see so much cute stuff on sale all the time. It's really difficult not to get them stuff.